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The Wall
03:55
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There it is again
That wall that seems to block my path
And keep me from where I know I should be going
I hear that voice inside
Telling me to square my shoulders, put my fingers down
And tear a hole right through that mother
But life keeps on happening
And I drift back on whispers of mediocrity
And that wall that was right in front of me
Grows taller and darker
Will I ever be free?
Here I go again
Questioning if I have the right to want more
When on the surface so much has already been given
But there’s that voice inside
The one that knows I was meant for more
Than just some ordinary life in an ordinary place
But life keeps on happening
And I drift back on whispers of mediocrity
And that wall that was right in front of me
Grows taller and darker
Will I ever be free?
And life keeps on happening
But I can’t listen to whispers of mediocrity
And that wall that’s right in front of me
Doesn’t feel so scary now
It’s all there for the taking
Don’t you see?
So I’ll climb
Until my fingers bleed and I’m numb from the pain
Cause it’s time
For me to scale my wall
And finally be free
And finally be free
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Don't Leave
04:25
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I've been waiting to meet you for a good long while now
But I know from the tone and the murmur of words that my time may be running out
So give me a chance let me catch my breath and get my sea legs underneath me
I'll be running your way before you can say it's never ever going to come to be
Don't you dare underestimate me
I have power in my tiny frame
I can feel your despair from across the miles
But give me chance and you'll love me even though you don't even know my name
Don't leave, I'm not there yet
Don't leave, I'm not there yet
Don't leave me out here
You're not alone now
Don't make me cry now
Just open the door now
You gotta try and defy, it's hello not goodbye
And I promise I'll never let you despair again
My anticipation grows stronger with every passing day
My strength and passion build as your resolve continues to dissipate
I get a little scared inside because I know the clock is ticking
You won't give in without me in your arms, it's simply a matter of fate
Don't you dare underestimate me
Feel my power, I'm a tiny beast
I can feel your love from across the miles
So give me a chance and you'll hold my hand and all our fears will be released
Don't leave, I'm not there yet
Don't leave, I'm not there yet
Don't leave me out here
You're not alone now
Don't make me cry now
Just open the door now
You gotta try and defy, it's hello not goodbye
And I promise I'll never let you despair again
Don't leave, I'm not there yet
Don't leave, I'm not there yet
Don't leave me out here
You're not alone now
Don't make me cry now
Just open the door now
You gotta try and defy, it's hello not goodbye
And I'll promise you all the love until the very end
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Losing My Senses
05:16
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Isolated with my thoughts, decompensating
My mind is racing, my heart is pacing
Don't know how I ended up in this situation
But I can't get out, and no one is coming to save me
Feel like the walls are closing in on me
Feel like my chest is tightening, and I can't breathe
This isolation ain't the only thing that wants to kill me
And I just don't see any shortcuts to getting free
Losing my senses
Almost defenseless
Losing my senses
Resistance is pointless
Losing my senses
My consequences
The fever and delusion are building in my brain
Need all the strength I have to see the ones I love again
Time, time, time, in a sort of runic rhyme
The minutes ticking by are mocking me
The minutes ticking by are haunting me
Need to see a finish line to keep from going crazy
The fever and delusion are building in my brain
Need all the strength I have to see the ones I love again
Can't wait to embrace the ones I love again
Losing my senses
Almost defenseless
Losing my senses
Resistance is pointless
Losing my senses
My consequences
Losing my senses, Losing my senses
Almost defenseless, Almost defenseless
Losing my senses, Losing my senses
Resistance is pointless, Resistance is pointless
Losing my senses, Losing my senses
My consequences
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Drink Yourself Sober
05:33
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I’ve worked on you so long
And you don’t even know I exist
I’m that prideful voice in your head
The one you can never resist
There’s no money to be made
Without conflict being sown
So I’ll raise your pulse
By showing you what’s wrong
What to love or hate
Who to defend or attack
Lay you in a comfy bed
Of ideologies that wrap you like a blanket
Surround you with friends who blindly parrot what you say
Listen for every verbal and written seed
Arrive with a solution you didn’t even know you’d need
I become your everything
Your thoughts and hopes and dreams
And alienating you just the same
And alienating you just the same
Drink yourself sober
Sip the Koolaid down until it all rings true
Misinformation indoctrination
Drink yourself sober
I made it just for you
Drink yourself sober
Sip the Koolaid down until it all rings true
Misinformation indoctrination
Drink yourself sober
Ever wonder why you feel so devoid of purpose?
When was the last time that you opened your mind to another side?
Just a sip at a time of the poison
Which became all the meaning you thought you knew you needed
A hare in a snare
A nightmare affair
Drink yourself sober
Sip the Koolaid down until it all rings true
Misinformation indoctrination
Drink yourself sober
Drink yourself sober, sober
Sip the Koolaid down until it all rings true
Misinformation indoctrination
Drink yourself sober
I’ve come for all of you
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Happy
03:20
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All too easy to fall in the trap that the good life seems to have in store
Searched so long for my happiness and I’m always afraid to want more
Cause I know there’s that nasty little demon always chirping on my shoulder
This happiness can’t belong to you, it’ll go as it always has before
But then I see your smiling faces and remember how we got here
A lot of love, a lot of work, and a lot of perseverance
Ain’t no nasty little mental devil gonna rain on our sunny days ahead
I’m happy, and won’t allow myself to be waiting on the alternative
Always seemed for years like my happiness was barely out of touch
To get so close and be smacked back down eventually gets to be too much
So now that we’ve chipped away and our lives feel so much easier
Hard to resist that voice inside saying it just means now the slope down is steeper
But then I see your smiling faces and remember how we got here
A lot of love, a lot of work, and a lot of perseverance
Ain’t no nasty little mental devil gonna rain on our sunny days ahead
I’m happy, and won’t allow myself to be waiting on the alternative
Day by day I’m convincing myself to believe that we’re worth it
The little voice in the back of my head is quieter than it’s ever been
The one thing I know is we have to push ourselves beyond these fears
Ain’t no nasty little mental devil gonna rain on our sunny days ahead
I’m happy
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Visibility Near Zero
05:27
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From the window I watched you walk into the water
It took me a second to comprehend
It was cold outside
We had just had a little fight
My mind started screaming an alarm
I ran down the stairs and to the back door
My thoughts racing, trying to understand
Looking left and looking right
Wind, salt, and sand stinging my eyes
Visibility near zero
With each minute more of my hope dies
I pushed myself faster across the sand
Hope and pain flooding my senses
Where are you?
Why did you go?
What are you thinking?
Can this really be a path you choose
When you have so much more to lose?
Are you really gone?
Or in the end could this just be a ruse?
Did you end it all to protect her?
Or is this all about you?
If this is slight of hand and you've disappeared
I can't understand or agree
I know that you're a woman of conviction
But this feels like a lack of vision
The ocean begins to churn
As the winds continue to increase
Hope further fades
As the building storm peaks
Why! Why! Why!
This thought screams again and again
Things were always complicated
But this was never supposed to end in this way
My brain is scrambling to figure this out
But all I am filled with is doubt
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Splinter In My Brain
03:54
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Failure of focus
Distractions all seem magnified
Your lips keep on moving
Even though my face suggests you should do otherwise
A stubbed and bloody toe
Fast lane driving slow
You’re killing me, you know?
My armrest is not for you
Mouth open while you chew
You’re killing me, it’s true
You’re a splinter in my brain
Irritation’s your domain
You’re a splinter in my brain
I’m going insane
You’re a splinter in my brain
My battery is fully drained
You’re a splinter in my brain
Sorry but I just can’t today
Can’t you see the look on my face?
Your self awareness is a disgrace
I would do anything to get out of this place
A chewed off angry hangnail
Check’s still in the mail
Autocorrect fuckin fail
A quick traffic light
An inside bloody cheek bite
It’s killing me, alright
You’re a splinter in my brain
Irritation’s your domain
You’re a splinter in my brain
I’m going insane
You’re a splinter in my brain
My battery is fully drained
You’re a splinter in my brain
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Take A Breath
05:02
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Relax, take a breath
Stop to catch the world spinning by
Have a drink, take a breath
Enjoy that brief moment of quiet
Close your eyes, take a breath
Let your mind drift to another place
Let it go, take a breath
Allow yourself a moment of grace
Days float by
Mind takes flight
Recharge life
Take a walk, take a breath
Spin the songs that drive you on
Pop a cork, take a breath
Celebrate the worries gone
Sear a steak, take a breath
Take it in under moonlit sky
Light a fire, take a breath
Chase the Paso chill away
Days float by
Mind takes flight
Recharge life
Let the sense of place wash over you
Seek the inner spaces of your mind
Witness simple beauty all around
Let your feet find the ground again
Relax, take a breath
Stop to catch the world spinning by
Have a drink, take a breath
Enjoy that brief moment of quiet
Close your eyes, take a breath
Let your mind drift to another place
Let it go, take a breath
Allow yourself a moment of grace
Days float by
Mind takes flight
Recharge life
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